I don't hate - I strongly dislike.
I'm focused on (albeit stressed about) school, work, my family.
I strive for greatness, happiness, contentment. To be a good mother, daughter, sister, and friend.
I try to live my life for God, to exude confidence in my faith.
I falter, I fail. I get back up and go at it again.
I have one child, he's a year old. I have sole custody, but do still have to speak to and deal with his dad (not often, as he's been deployed since January of '0
. Between work, school, and my son, I don't get a lot of time to myself. He goes to bed sometime around 7:30-8 and I can get a sitter any time I need to (I try not to take advantage of that). Mostly I try to stick to activities and friends that are kid friendly 
I'm looking for a good Christian man who is not afaid to step up and be the leader of his household, to lovingly rebuke me in my sin. Someone who's willing to accept the fact that, though I have a child, I'd like to wait until I'm married. That I was saved after I became pregnant. Someone who is not looking to date for the sake of dating, that wants a long lasting relationship that will one day lead to marriage. I'm not saying that I'm going to marry the next person I go out with, nor do I want to, but I do not want to date somebody who does not have the same family goals as I. I want someone who will grow alongside me in my life with Christ, it's extremely important to me.
